the spastic rebekah:
I FEEL LIKE I AM SUCH A DUMB PERSON SOMETIMES.
LIKE TODAY FOR BIO SPA.. *******************!
A SIMPLE PRACTICAL ALSO CAN SOMEHOW PLOT THE GRAPH
WRONGLY. I SHOULD BANG MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE.
OR PRETEND I AM WONDER WOMAN AND SAIL OFF THE ROOFTOP.
THIS BLOG BELONGS TO A DUMB WOMAN.
SO DUN BOTHER PATRONISING.
UNLESS U WANNA BECOME DUMB LIKE HER.

the sensible rebekah: [talking to the spastic rebekah]
lol you like that wanna jump off already ah..
like i said, the race hasn't even started!
just let go and move on instead of clinging on to this failure.
your brother also said: don't confuse a single defeat with a final defeat.

the spastic rebekah:
but this test was so simple!
even primary 3 can do and follow the steps!
i'm just dumb la.
gotta admit it.

the sensible rebekah:
maybe your brain wasn't functioning well at that point of time.
you were a nervous wreck ok.
mdm rina was also eyeing you and breathing down your neck to try
and catch you committing a mistake.

the spastic rebekah:
WADEVER. don't try and make me feel better.
a failure is a failure. no excuse.

the sensible rebekah:
yes you might have failed this time.
but you forgot that there is another bio SPA at the end of march.
failing this does not mean u will fail that too.
just learn from your mistakes.
instead of spending your time whining and groaning about how
lousy and dumb you are, why not work hard for the upcoming SPA?
and by the way, how you know u have failed the exam??

the spastic rebekah:
yah hor, you got a good point there. maybe i might pass cos
i did most of the questions. but i still feel very terrible.
oh well, i shall quit moping already and start studying hard.
i think you better take over rebekah's mind.
i always think negatively, causing her to lose hope.

the sensible rebekah:
okay. better stop your nonsense. get lost get lost.

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lol that was real goondu and lame of me.
like got split personalities haha
go watch the korean movie: 2 faces of my girlfriend @ mysoju.com! [super nice!]
i don't know why but i feel better after typing that conversation
i feel more centre. and less critical about myself.

mock exams are coming. [it's this week and next week.]
test and quizes are also coming.
o level is nearing
and dear rebekah here is slacking.